a soldier through this

I clearly fail at blogging. But school, it destroys.

Massive biology midterm on Tuesday, preceded by a research project due for English that I haven’t even started. It is made of fail. Too tired to even properly science geek, cry. Exciting things of late: playing with test tubes full of sheep’s blood and playing with hydrochloric acid in a not-safe manner. 8D If I didn’t fear the math part I would probably move on to chemistry next semester. >_>

Math = death. Go die plz.

Fangirling time! Finished Yamada Tarou Monogatari drama after forcing S to download eps 3+ for me and marathoning. Guh. Cute. Crrrrryyyyy. I-I-I… think I have a thing for the dude that plays Tarou’s dad. ;o; He has a cute face ;o; Been re-watching Kurosagi while I was waiting for more Yamada Tarou and have once again come to the conclusion that I do not need to tell Yamapi to eat anymore, given the amount of stuff that goes into his mouth in that show. D:

Online-y stuff = getting lazy on some, being somewhat surprisingly productive on others. Horrah? I want to scan some stuff but need to go ask people what because I really have too much porn. And speaking of porn, Yaoicon soon :D Which will give me a Van and a Rue and many other squishlings to play with.

Post = all over the place. Me = going to bed.

If you’re American, anyway. Hope you all have a wonderful day with friends and family. I, however, will be staying home with my cup noodles whilst Mum and her 12 pound turkey go to the Spawn of Satan’s place and S&J go to J’s grandmother’s. I’d rather spend the holiday alone than go through another one with dealing SoS’s bullshit. I don’t care if she’s family, I don’t want to be around it and I have no intentions of being around it if I can help it. No clue what Dad & K are going to be up to, but will probably call Dad later to see what’s up.

Maybe I should get my ATM card back from Mum (who seems to have it more often than I do >_>) and see what’s playing at the theater if it’s not raining - it’s close enough to walk to both the theater and the bank (given the theater’s right behind my bank …), but even if I catch an early evening show I’ll have to walk home in the dark… not something I want to do — Through RA lives about 2 blocks behind the theater so I could probably get a ride from her, but I wouldn’t want to bother her family during their dinner because her sisters are up. I’d be welcome to join but eh. Not feeling particularly festive and can use the time to work on my special-deck cards for people, updating sites and catching up on Honey and Clover so Crys will stop hounding me to fangirl with her.

Internets have been acting up again, the whores. Plus the power keeps going out because we’re on some funky grid (Meaning mine and my neighbor’s power was out, the guys across the street were out, but the house behind my neighbor had power, etc…) and the line’s been ready to go for weeks (constant brownouts, etc ~_~). Pretty irritating.

Fangirly and fandom related stuff simply because 90% of my posts require it. Leah was totally awesome and gave me Tackey & Tsubasa’s new album, which exudes massive amounts of gay (go figure.) Was there really a reason for a fifth version of Venus? Either way, it’s lollertastic. I am hearting on the album XD; And hopefully I will have enough monies soon to actually like, buy it. I need to make myself a list of crap I want to get >_>”

Spent the past few weeks getting and watching Kimi wa Petto, which is fucking adorable and I want to squish it. Too fucking cute D: Half the time I didn’t know whether to laugh, cry, or simply stare going “What the fuck?”. Jun was freaking adorable and Sumire girl was so… I liked her. I wanted to punch the Fukushima girl through like the whole thing D: It is now being burned off because I might as well burn some crap off and actually get back some HDD space.

Said in last post I’d put up Dong Bang’s Balloon PV, so here it is + some other stuff.

동방신기 - Balloon PV - WMV
동방신기 - HI YA YA 여름날 PV AVI (yes, it works. Don’t say it doesn’t.)
동방신기・東方神起 - Miss You (Japanese) ZIP/MP3

Tracklist
• Miss You
• ‘O’ ~ Jung.Ban.Hub
• Sky (TVP Uta’s Mix)
• Miss You (Less vocal)
• ‘O’ ~Jung.Ban.Hub (Less vocal)

SE7EN - SE7OLUTION - RAR/MP3

Tracklist
• Se7olution (Intro)
• Girl Friend
• la la la
• chalhalge
• Last of Diary
• Again
• Can You Feel Me
• tamul sarang
• I’m Sorry (Interlude)
• Oh~
• Get Up and Dance
• hulaghaechui
• tokbaek
• Promise

Downloads will be removed when I feel like it, don’t ask where they are if they don’t work. Edit: Realized I put the wrong link to SE7OLUTION. It works now.

And Jackie gets the cookie for the best explaination of the lyrics to a particular song ever. Observe (edited for length for AIM profiles however I no longer have the rest of it T_T)

Nori: things like “Try to kill me w/ the moon dance baby tonight”
Nori: prz enlighten me D:
Jackie: it means
Jackie: I ONLY HAD A LITTLE BIT OF CRACK MOMMY, I SWEAR.

O Jun :(

Yeah anyway, Akaya got his shot the other day, seems okay with it. His appt to be neutered + rabies shots is on the 11th, which makes me lol @ mum for making appts when I’ll be somewhere over… possibly Nebraska. With any luck after that he’ll stop carrying around and humping hats/blankets/any other fuzzy things (mildly glad my plushies and stuffed animals are either in boxes or on shelves >>).

Random love goes out to Nicca for sending me stuff. Bracelet to match Cris’ and a card and a pack of Djarum Blacks *_* Don’t smoke cloves often for the whole er they make your lungs bleed thing but damn do I love those things and fuck me if I buy them more than once every few years. My kid kills me with her love ♥ Must to be getting all my packages and such together to send people D:

Yargh my mouse batteries are dead and I have no more batteries D: So stuck using my tablet mouse until A) I get new batteries or B) I can get mum to tell me where she put my old mouse she’s been using on the laptop.

Been cleaning out the garage so S&J can fix it up and live in it while building their house on our other lot. Need to be waiting until they come up tomorrow I think with the truck so I can take all my tack to storage so it’s not all sitting outside getting destroyed. It’s beat up enough man, my saddle is older than I am and still probably in the best condition out of all of them. Have to get down to my aunt’s and go through her tack room since she’s got half the parts to my western saddles (back sinches, breastplates, most of my girths, etc) and we’re wanting to sell them.

Yargh really wanting to find a place to keep Sassy & Khisme where I don’t have to pay $200 a month per horse + feed and I can actually have friggin access to them. Aunt shouldn’t keep letting her daughter ride Sassy, that pony deserves a retirement damnit. She served me well when I was riding her and in her late 20’s I definately think she needs it. Plus to get my horses away from aunt’s crazy friends (and aunt) who keep going oh you should breed Khis/Sass to *some random stallion we’ve never seen*. Um, no. I’m not breeding anything until I have a place to keep them and am in a position to raise another baby. Yes, Khis is our foundation mare and no, I am not going to breed her to random stallions. I’m breeding her to who I want to breed to, because then I will know I am getting a good baby. >E

Lai.

And to make this post a little more fun and include some fangirling, downloads! In the form of boybands and such.

1) Kitty GYM - Fever to Future - .mp3, 3,596 kb. Radio rip. I like this song, damnit, and when I have monies I will buy the cd when it comes out :D (Golf, Mike & Yamapi, yo. Can’t go wrong 8D)
2) [PV] Golf & Mike - Bounce - .mpg 33,945 kb. W/karaoke. This video is the most goddamn hilarious thing I’ve seen in ages XD
3) [PV] Super Junior - Dancing Out - .avi 153,350 kb. *gushes* Gah cute XD wth HeeChul.
4) [PV] Tackey & Tsubasa - Yume Monogatari - .mpeg 46,156 kb. One word: GAAAAAAAY.
5) [PV] SM Town - Red Sun - .wmv 34,810 kb. I think watching Typhoon (TRAX) do ghei boyband dancing makes this video worth it. Super Junior, DBSG, TRAX, BoA, Kangta & etc. Aka a bunch of fruity guys and girls singing a really fruity song in a really fruity video. :D
6) [PV] Arashi - Aozora Pedaru - .avi 122,340 kb. …I just like this video >>;

Any links don’t work, let me know. Post will be edited when files are removed (maybe) 8D EDIT: As of 08.29.06 downloads have been removed. COMMENTS if you download are muchly appreciated ♥ And direct linking makes DongHae cry. So save a pretty Korean boy from more crying, yusplz?